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sarah and i at the world famous Dunns River Falls in Jamaica 

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sarah and me and our drinking cups... 

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suntan lotion is good for me... 

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our lovely group after jumping into the glistening waters of our booze cruise... 

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we be jammin' all deh time

so i'm bored. i could be doing any number of projects and or work that i need to do over the next couple of weeks so that i don't have to worry about it then. i'm not. i just sitting here watching horrible television listening to virtually uninteresting music not really thinking about much. so of course i stumble over to my computer to type some inane crap for the techno junkies to ignore.

today is the first day back from spring break. myself, sarah, josh and steph took our chances and went to Jamaica to spend the week soaking up sun and alcohol in equal quantities. it was a great spring break full of awesome memories, annoying inside jokes, beautiful beaches, and old naked people. i realized something over break. i haven't had an actual logisitcal or productive thought in a couple of months. i am in this weird paradigm of limbo that i can't shake. i have been talking about this for a while in some of my posts. but seriously i haven't done anything productive in months and i can't for any reason figure out why. i'm not really waiting for anything anymore because i got accepted into a grad school and i have another interview this week. i don't have many projects left for school and i don't really care too much about them anymore. i'm comfortable with sarah and everything is just peachy and awesome there.

so basically i'm stuck. i think this is the antithesis of the result of last years spring break. last year when i set foot in italy it set off a tumultous year of pain, loss, heartbreak, motivation, apathy, experience and everything else you can imagine. last year i was stimulated and brought into a new step of my life just by experiencing something different and it opened up the flood gates. i'm sitting here a year later and frankly i have no idea how the hell i made it. i think my mind is mentally done but i know that i have to start my life now. grad school is looming and that is exciting not scary but i feel like everything i have done in the past year has been it. that's all i got and nothing more. so when is the next moment in life when that next phase opens up. i saw a few glimpses of genius but nothing amazing.

whatever i'm bored i done typing...

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