critically acclaimed

egotistically apathetic

it seems to be a trend with me that the only time i get the chance to write in this darn thing is when i am doing absolutely nothing. my apathetic nature has increased an exorbant amount in the past couple of weeks. my body is exhausted from last week in which half of it i was deathly sick and the other half i was interviewing for grad school. speaking of that event i made it through my first and possibly only interview. things went well and if all bodes well i will be living in La Crosse next year as a grad student. i met a lot of really cool people and the program felt comfortable to me. that was what i was worrying about the whole time before, during and after the interview. when i am here at Green Bay i am comfortable and it is home. i am looking for that next home and i am really nervous that i am not going to get a chance to do it so it was a one shot bottom of the ninth type of deal on friday.

the only thing that i felt bad is that i felt like i was being very egotistical when i was talking the whole time. i guess i had to say a lot of the things that i have done in college in order to impress people but i didn't know how to walk the line. i just felt myself talking the whole day and it was like i was aware of every moment and every word i said. i knew that i had to be professional the whole day and i think that took me out of my element in a way because i couldn't put on the usual charm that i hide behind with the crooked smile and half hearted wit. i had to be sterile and charming at the same time and that was difficult for me. but things went well and i hope to here soon and i will post soon thereafter.

here is a list of current obsessions to spice up the mix.....
Buffy the Vampire Slayer: yes it's true i have reached a new level of geekdom...i can't get enough of this show, pure cult tv show crack in it's purest form
Hit the Lights: squeaky clean pop-punky act from Ohio....it's new and not bad
Art Brut: absolutely hilarious and pretentious band from England....their album Bang Bang Rock and Roll is awesome and i just started replaying it again this weekend

otherwise that's all i got for now kids nothing exciting except interview related fall out or hopes and dreams. awesome.

peace.

posted by critically acclaimed @ 9:46 PM